It’s because I know myself and I know how I think and feel. Being nice to you is just going to make me vulnerable again. It’s going to make me need you with an intensity that I cannot handle at this point in my life, where I need to just think about me, so for once I am going to be SELFISH. Being nice to you will open up scars that I’ve temporarily healed. I cannot be wounded again, not in this way. So for now I keep my distance and hope that someday this will all be better.