That little panic attack you get when you have your countdown for your big day. That's what i got, when i saw two days left until PMR. But then, "calm yo tits, yo". So i learn something today. That is... about friendship. I'm too paranoid. Too paranoid bout it. Geesh having this kind of situation in my surrounding, it just shook my world. So, today, i learn, about some people just want to get to know the world. I hate how my mom is too stereo-typed. Maybe not, but yes, for certain of things. And how my friends and i always debate for something not worth while, but interesting, but ended up pulling the silence treatment towards each other. I mean what the fuck, right? I always have that one quote tattooed in my head. About how life goes on, no matter what. Doesn't it sometimes makes no sense at all? I think it doesn't make no sense. But sometimes, that's what you need to keep moving forward. <--- Look! That's another words, i used to bring to my daily basis during primary school. Heh. Since PMR is almost near. I mean it's another 2 days more! It kind of makes me feel like just another kid going through some exams. Am i just a kid? I am. But sometimes apart of me just wishes to grow up fast. And another part, just wishes she was still in her childhood. Blah blah blah. What am i still doing here? I'm not sleepy. Maybe because of the coffee. Man, coffee. Don't you just adore it? They are like my darkness, somehow i like to feel them on my taste buds very often. Just swallow the hard times! I feel happiness after i've drank my whole cup of coffee. Don't you? Drinking it, seriously makes me happy. Like so happy! Happy cow cow. Ok. I seriously out of topic. Oh and... I think i should be thankful to those you've been on my side on my hard times. There are the people whom i owe my everlasting gratitude to. Thanks for all the memories, dear friends. Somehow i think it's a finale year of us. Somehow, i think not all of us going to be together next year. "Sebak sebak gua derr!". Anyhow, thanks for the memories over the 3 years. Ok then. I'll end my post here. All the best to all