I love him damnit! why can anyone just understand that. its not that difficult to understand that I obviously love him. You don’t even have to understand it or like it, but you will be forced to accept it because its reality. Respect it! We have had our ups and downs these last almost 12 years and the fact that we have never given up on each other no matter what well obviously we love each other. Love is a strong bond so strong that it strengthens courage to forgive and overcome. Love heals. No he is not perfect he’s and I have not been perfect it, matter fact we both have been far from it, we have both did some terrible things to each other, we’ve both made mistakes, we both hurt each other, but the fact that we love each other more than we want to hold a grudge is very special. We choose not to stand between our happiness because we are most happy together nobody will ever understand our craziness , but if love is not madness it is not love at all. Love is one of those things that you can’t explain, so i cant even make excuses why or explain how. I just have decided to be with him for all the things that he has done right instead of leaving him for the few things that he has done wrong. We are both still young and of coarse we had to make mistakes to figure things out. 12 years though twelve years of watching each other grow, mature, and transform before our very eyes. Its so surreal, like almost supernatural but its so very beautiful. He has been there for me every time that I needed him, more times than I can count or even recall and I appreciate that. Basically we have molded each other and in that mold I have been made to love him and him to love me. There is not a feeling in this world that compares to the assurances in your heart to have someone to depend on no matter what. No one has ever been more loyal. In the times that we drifted apart we just got reminders of where we really want to be. People have their opinions of us but I don’t really care, there’s no way they could understand how beautiful our passion for each other is so i can empathize with that but if they all could see what’s in our hearts for each other maybe they would not judge us. It’s all good though I love him and he loves me that’s all that really matters.