Why can’t I cry? i have literally EVERY FUCKING REASON IN THE WORLD to just break the fuck down and never leave my room. I think that I have that right. But nothing that i see and nothing that is said to me has the ability to make that bloody water leak from my eyes. I wish It would.. i need to start to feel something. I have to break down all of these walls that have blocked out all the sunlight. I shouldn’t feel like this. I need to bring life back into this statue of a body. I can’t go through life feeling like an emotionless bitch. It’s not right.